Reentry is rough.
So this will be my last post. I know. Where the hell has the time gone. This post was supposed to be up on Monday, but I just started my summer job and well ya… you know how that goes. But I’m writing now. I was also kinda sorta putting it off because this post definitely feels like a concrete end to my time abroad. It is really over. I have to say the hardest part of this whole reentry is returning to normal life. It is just so sad being back in my tiny town and slipping back into a very familiar routine after being in the most magical place in the the world for the past four months. I have these moments when I am at work where I wonder if the whole thing ever actually happened. Those first few days of being back were really tough. The sadness which I can only describe as something that feels a bit like homesickness has waned a bit but I still get a bit misty at times when thinking about all the amazing stuff I did. The thing that gets me the most is simply that it is over. Now I have to go face the real world which, let’s be real honest here, really freaking sucks. I have to be done now or I will lose my composure so for the very last time….